
♥I will never let go♥ w4m
I forgive you for the last couple of months, and I pray you sex personals Derwood forgive me. You are everywhere I look, there is a constant weight crushing my chest, it makes it hard to breathe. You should never have been driving like that, Baby, I can't believe you're gone. I hurt so bad I miss you so much, I can't imagine my future without you. I should have ran down the stairs when you were revving the bike, I was just so mad!! How could you even think I'd be with anyone else, I pray you didn't die thinking that. I know you know what you mean to me, and I thank God you let me know last week that I was everything to you, that you had made a huge mistake.Oh, Honey, you hit the ground so hard, my baby, it f'g kills me thinking about you hitting the car, the pavement, I can't stay away from the crash site, everytime I go I feel as if I'm leaving you there all alone. I know it's not that way, but the feeling is overwhelming, I love you Honey, I'm so sorry, my baby. Thank you for the laughter, the pink roses, the kisses on my forehead last week, when you snuck in just to kiss my forehead before work those mornings, you put my troubled heart to rest. Thank you for saying that Im amazing,I will never be the same, I MIDD you, Honey, and I don't know how to pick up the pieces. You are my very best friend, you were my future!! I don't understand where I go from this, nothing is right because you're gone. Stupid missed connections, you always read these posts, I wish I had posted before..this. I love you with all of my heart,thank you for loving me, it was amazing.
truly, madly, deeply, Misty.