
Have life, need muse
I have a great life, simple, rustic and probly way too boring for most. Im at home in the garden, working on my house or property, or cruisin on my old harley. I own my home, live a spartan life by choice. I Love anything that flies, being underwater, puppies, watching nature, holding hands, the feel of a loving touch. Ive been round the world, seen more than ill ever even remember, or care to. Real tired of people who cant just say what they mean, or dont mean what they say. Life has made me mellow, prefer to avoid conflict and just enjoy maybe watching an eagle soar, planting new corn, or just walking in the woods when it rains. I love the river in summer and the woodstove in winter. I respect others, and expect the same. When i make a promise, i keep it, always. All i really demand, and thats a word i dont like by the way, but i do demand honesty. im not talkin about what youve been, i need to know that i can believe who you are. I believe the future of any relationship is as sure as your word. I always wanted to build all the furniture that my mate wants, each peice handmade and something special to her. I need to know what she wants me to make it like inside, cause im all like milk crates n planks. How will she want her kitchen, a window over the sink maybe. what do i i know. Well, i know how to be honest, to Love deeply and completely, to want more for others than for myself. I know how to build most anything, from nearly nothing, and enjoy the challenge of doing just that. I know that if and when i ever say those 3 words, so wonderful to say, and even better to hear, i will mean them with all my heart.
im very open when it comes to what my partner might be like. I am not setting expectations here, but if i was building a theoretical mate, she would be very full figured, mature, intelligent, feminine, happy with who she is, and of course a good cook. (im so sick of my cooking). She would be as happy fishing as shopping, or want to spend a day panning gold, or just layin around at the river. She would love the garden, share sunsets with me and she wouldnt mind if i wanted to rub her feet, or give her a massage.
What i really want from my mate is a smile. To know by just looking in her eyes that she feels Loved, and is truly happy. Each morning i want to be sure she has that smile, each evening i wanna kiss her smiling lips, and know she will dream of me, of us.
Well now, if youve read this far, and think you mighht wanna share what ive so confusingly described, send me a pic, and tell me about you.
I wont respond without a pic...and put "you are nuts" in the subject line so i know ur not a bot....who knows...im still hopeful about real Love, are you ?